recently i read in a blog about sincerity. sincerity is something very subjective to be discussed. from my own opinion, sincerity is a feeling when we do something without expecting anything. and that 'something' normally refers to good deeds.
just now i had my supper at mamak. while eating and chatting with my friends, suddenly came two little boys begging for some money. one of them is blind so the other boy held his friend's arm walking around the restaurant. "derma orang buta, bang.." pleaded the boys when they arrived at our table. we know they're not malaysian; maybe burmese. one of my friends opened his wallet and gave them rm2. then they moved to the table next to us.
"aku bukan taknak bagi,tapi aku tau sangat taktik budak2 tu..aritu aku nampak budak2 tu main CS kat CC tepi tu!!"
"ko biar btol bro! kan budak tu buta nak jalan pon kena pimpin"
"btol aku nampak..dah dua kali aku nampak!"
"ish,rugi rm2 aku bagi tadi..beli roti telur pun lepas tu!"
erm..my eyes started to follow the boys walking around the restaurant still begging for money. many people seemed shocked and felt pity especially when they looked at the blind boy. sometimes the boys were whispering to each other and laughed while waiting for the good customers to take their money from the wallet.
"jangan2 depa ni kena paksa mengemis kut..."
"ha'ah la..aku tengok budak tu dah macam cita Slumdog Millionaire la.."
hahaha..yes! i believed if you look at them, you'll feel the same unless you haven't watch that oscar winning film for last year.
after that short drama at the mamak, i started to think...at first, my friend was doing a good deed. a moment later, he regretted the good deed after feeling betrayed.
i'm not a very good person to judge others' action. but i just felt..if he could changed his words to "takpa lah..tu rezeki depa.." would be nicer...
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